When all hell breaks loose...

Today, I just feel so totally devastated. I cannot think of anything good AT ALL!!!

My husband and I are trying so hard to find a way to ease our situation but WHY do things do not just happen the way it should be?

I was crying the whole day at work, closing myself in a cubicle of a washroom, letting myself just cry like crazy…got “panda eyes”, my head started to ache and my heart is already crushed.

Running out of ways to cope up, running out of reason to believe that everything will still be fine…I AM GIVING UP L

Clock strikes 5:00 p.m. and it’s time to go home (I mean going back to my accommodation), Paulo (my youngest son) is waiting for me. While passing through the corridors, my head is looking down, shoulders dropped, my heart is in so much pain. I feel so much anger with our current situation and not having even a single solution. Much worse, whenever a solution peeks in, it is always being blocked, WHY???

So many things start going through my mind, what are those about?! Trust me, you don’t want to know. If I tell you, you might say, “What the heck, and you are still alive?!?”

I reached our room, opened my laptop, check whether God has an answer to me about the breakdown that I had today and He goes…

“On this day, God wants you to know

... that everything passes. Nothing is eternal, even the sun will one day disappear. Remember this simple truth whenever you are suffering, - that the suffering too shall pass, - and it will become easier to bear.”

Wow! What a day...just when I am already giving up...J

Ain’t it nice?

God bless us!

Breaking my silence...

I want to thank my bestfriend Sherry, I call her sherrybasherry and I miss her a lot.

She is the reason why I have this blog site now. I cannot really say at the moment that I am already into blogging since I just started. But somehow, my bestfriend was right when she told me, " Jhing, when you feel like venting out but you do not want to hurt anyone, write it down"

It is only my second day and somehow, I am starting to get the hang of it. It is such a relief writing how I feel now. Though the feeling of being scared of what lies ahead of me is still there, but venting it out in this blog site helps a lot to calm my disturbed feelings right now.

I am in the middle of my work right now, but I suddenly felt the urge of just writing this thought now.

I wonder how far I can go with this blogging thing, let's see :)

Right at this very moment, all I know is that I finally found an outlet to let my true feelings out, and this blog lets me be myself...

On Twists & Turns

When you are at the end of your rope, what would you do?

When you are in the middle of nowhere, where would go?

When you don’t know which way to go, what would you trust?

Will it be your instinct? Will it be your faith, what you believe in?

A Bible Devotion website helps you get through your daily battles in life. A tool that sends God’s message across.  Whether it is by chance or by purpose why that certain message was sent to you is up to the quality of your faith.

Try it! It may help increase your faith and make you see the unconditional love that’s overflowing from God’s heart for us.

May we be blessed!

Life's struggles

Have you ever felt being worthless?
Have you ever felt having a very monotonous life?
Did you ever think that after all this time, in your life, you are working hard for nothing?

When was the last time you told yourself, "I give up!"?

I am in the middle of this situation. But everytime I feel like giving up and just letting things be, God would always make me feel that He is here, beside me, listening to me and right away answer the questions in my thoughts. In desperation, I would even google God's answers, can you believe it???

And by doing so, I discovered this website by Bro. Bo Sanchez called Godwhispers Club. It is a website where you need to subscribe for FREE. After subscribing, you will be getting your short, sometimes humorous but always inspiring , powerful, personal, intimate message from God twice a week.

As soon as you get your first Godwhisper, you will start looking forward to receiving them every week. It is indeed addicting (on a positive note though) especially when the messages are the exact answers to your difficulty.

I highly recommend subscribing to this one, a real faith booster to always keep you on the right track!

A blessed day to everyone!