Today, I just feel so totally devastated. I cannot think of anything good AT ALL!!!
My husband and I are trying so hard to find a way to ease our situation but WHY do things do not just happen the way it should be?
I was crying the whole day at work, closing myself in a cubicle of a washroom, letting myself just cry like crazy…got “panda eyes”, my head started to ache and my heart is already crushed.
Running out of ways to cope up, running out of reason to believe that everything will still be fine…I AM GIVING UP L
Clock strikes 5:00 p.m. and it’s time to go home (I mean going back to my accommodation), Paulo (my youngest son) is waiting for me. While passing through the corridors, my head is looking down, shoulders dropped, my heart is in so much pain. I feel so much anger with our current situation and not having even a single solution. Much worse, whenever a solution peeks in, it is always being blocked, WHY???
So many things start going through my mind, what are those about?! Trust me, you don’t want to know. If I tell you, you might say, “What the heck, and you are still alive?!?”
I reached our room, opened my laptop, check whether God has an answer to me about the breakdown that I had today and He goes…
“On this day, God wants you to know... that everything passes. Nothing is eternal, even the sun will one day disappear. Remember this simple truth whenever you are suffering, - that the suffering too shall pass, - and it will become easier to bear.”
Wow! What a day...just when I am already giving up...J
Ain’t it nice?
God bless us!
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