I feel so worthless
I am running out of reasons to live.
I was given (?!) or maybe, I took (that's more like it) a responsibility that was over and beyond my means... I only wanted to help. I only wanted to make their life easy while I am away. I only wanted them to be happy.
I was not selfish, I can't even think about myself. But why am I being punished?
All these problems seem endless, irreparable.
The more I try to find solutions, not a single one can be found.
I am being provided by temporary solutions that only drag me more to drown in my current situation.
I can't take care of my kids...
I can't provide for them anymore...
I am so far away from them...
I want to hug them but I can't...
Is there any reason enough for me to want to live?
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